there are several reasons of why sometimes, I just stare at my blog and secretly write a post at the back of my head without really typing it. but let just say I'm too lazy to do it.
nowadays, i seem to fly further and further away at my own expenses. my grades are falling, and so is my life. won't be surprise if one day everything just breakdown leaving me with nothing but a pair of clothes. shit... i cringe whenever i hear myself talking like this, even if it's just in my head. can't really help it through.... when you're in a state of depression, anything can happen--at least for me it does.
the months long of anatomy marathon is taking it's toll on me, I'm not mentally prepared enough to go through day after day of anatomy, so, when the latest result came out... well, let just say i screwed everything up--almost on purpose.
on another note, i need to go out with my friends... but i can't go, coz i don't really have time plus im afraid to drive a car... pathetic ain't it? my friend is having a ligament tear on his knee. he's been waiting for me to look at it since like forever... then there's this fren who have been begging me to go hangout with a bunch of other mates but still, i'm busy... haih... i'm sorry i couldn't go...i'll try to make up for it...
till then...
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(postsecret.blogspot.com)
same here, my friend... same here....
1 comment:
adli,
sometimes life is
like that
so welcome to angst ridden life!
i'm ready to accompany you whenever madness you want to go!
anything you want somebody to listen, i'll ready to lend my ears...
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