Promises

currently listening to: You Ought to Know by Alanis Morrisette

definitely haven't been blogging (again!!). I think I'll just settle for a weekly update until I get to cyberjaya again (where I can get the internet there without interruptions, huhu)

So. Last weekend, spent the night at Cyberjaya without even planning about it. Went to see the movies with Zaimi and Arief. Beowulf was superb! Funny thing was, I didn't even know the movie was an animation till I got into the cinema!! the trailer and posters were so REAL!! through it may be an animation, the story was great. I even got a creepy feeling when Angelina Jolie's character first 'visit' Beowulf. SO please GO and watch it guys!!

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Anyway, slept at Arief house that night before rushing to Cyberjaya the next morning because they have the Meet the Parents ceremony. Mine's on the 1st of December. Meet most of the lecturers. Mr.Triple A was 'excited' to see the new hair. He said; " now you got your hair done! It's nice! (meraba my hair abit) why didn't you did it before the exams??!! it was very messy before!!". Howkeeeyhhh, tak perlu la komen camtuh! hahahaha!

Too bad the right person didn't attend the ceremony that day. Everyone was so geared to ask some questions but none exactly asks anything since the registrar is not there. Neither was the chairman. Wonder why they woulnd't want to attend the ceremony. I thought it was supposed to be a historic one. Since we're also celebrating the first ever Pro Exams result. With 100% pass and half of the batch got Distinctions!! Or was it because of the questi-... opps, sile bersangke baik yerr... (ayat Husna nieh)

enNuf said here.

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On Saturday,

Prof. Azam suddenly approach me and Arief and asks " So, are you going to come to Kuala Pilah tomorrow?"

We were speechless, looked at each other and just smiled until the whole situation got awkward. Prof. Azam then said he'd go to the corner there when a minute of silence had passed. Seriously, we didn't know what the whole thing was about. Bongok tak?!! The truth is, there was a fishing program organized at Kuala Pilah. We only knew about it later that day when we looked at the notice board.

Zaimi asked practically everyone he knew that night to confirm who's going to the trip. well, to make the story short; no one wanted to go either they have other activities, too far away, and examination the day after!! Morning came and Zaimi said there were only a few people who's going there. A few meant TWO people; Zaimi and Bahrin!! So I forgo the KLCC seminar thing-y and tagged along. Juena followed too. And we manage to borrow Prof. Asmadi's car to go there. We thought it was the usual Kembara, instead we got the CITROEN!!! gile tak?!! turns out Prof. Asmadi is currently in JAkarta and gave the keys to Prof. Ikram. Prof. Ikram said, Prof Asmadi said to feel free if you want to use the car. We don't really know if it applies to us too, haha... Bebe gigil okayh mase first time bawak the car/van/MPV while we at the back go jaggun checking out the car. What with the automatic door and the air cond and the seat. Huhuhu..

When we were in N9, we texted Prof. Azam saying we're coming. Prof. replied with " ... baguish la korang mai. Org Kampng dah sediakan makanan. 50 org." I was like; SHHITT-OO!! Is this for real?? showed the sms to the others and everyone was shocked!! We're the only ones whos coming and there were Kampung peoples preparing food for 50 people??? It was CRAZYY I tell ya. Juna replied sayingthere were only 4 people coming and there were no replies whatsoever. When we reached the placearound 11 am, Prof. was both furious and disappointed. He even let his rage on us. Who wouln'dt? There were tents and musics while the Kampung people were still preparing the food for 50 students plus themselves! They almost hunt the deers in the forest for us. Did I mention they climbed teh coconut trees to prepare air Nira and Air Kelapa Muda for us?? I really don't know who's to blame and I don't think I wanna know. there was definately some miscommunication here and improper planning. It was so terrible!! Plus, the Penghulu was going to come at 3 pm to say hello to the college students!!

MALU GILE OK!!!

So Prof. Ikram kerah-ed his mentee to come and Zaimi paksa-ed Azrol and the gang to come. So by the end of the day, there were about 16 of us. The villagers outnumbered us, but at least there were 16 instead of 4!! Prof. clearly was disappointed with the show ups.

It was sad, very sad indeed.

through, we DID make the most of it. We fished the whole day long. I only managed to get two fish in the first 3 hours and none after that. Gave up the fishing rod when Juna gave me the camera to snap some pics. But Prof. Ikram came to me asking why I gave up so fast. Then he took the fishing rod, put some of the 'dedak' and cast away. within minutes something was caught by the hook. I was going to snap some pics witht he camera but he told me to hold the rod and reel in the fish! I was like, okayh... buat je lah. Katelah die semangat gile when I reeled in the fish. when the fish was finally on land, he told me to wait while he get some pictures. He cast the fishing rod again and when the fish is caught he gave it to me. He did it so many times until I forgot about Juna's camera and got into fishing again. Sweeeettt tak Prof.??

We ate the fresh-charcoal-burned-fish like there were no tomorrow. I almost never eat fish. I hate fish. So IF you ever caught me eating fish, that means it's delicious!! And this time I was hungry for more!! We packed our things by 7 pm and went to the owner of the fishing pond. Spend some time there until it was 9 pm and went back home along with Prof. Ikram. We stopped by a restaurant to cook the fish we brought home. 2 Talapias were grilled to perfection while 2 Patins were cooked Tiga rasa. Both were gone in minutes! We even forgot to take the pictures of it. Haha, so there won't be much pics since we were too busy fishing before and forgot about the camera until it was too late. sigh~ Owh well..

Hope everything will go smoothly next time (if there's even going to be a next time)

And Thank You to those who came!!

Raya, Here We Come!!!

Yea... the Raya mood is back (somewhat lah... hehe) I'm no longer suffering from that nausea (so, here comes cooking!) So I can stomach loads of food again! *yeay*

Here's yesterday's photos


sebelum makan


wuaha... candid ok! sorry arip! ^_^;


kenyang je, start lah sume gile nak bergambar!!


the guys posing


sile tgk zaimi sahaje!! aahhaha


cyberheights people, muke-muke gile camera.


gaya bangau. sape paling jadik??


zaimi kene langgar dengan overnyer


the whole gang with muke psychiatrist :)

Let me just say that there was not enough buttons for the baju melayu. I only had 3! So, if someone were to ever found out I wore like this, matilah aku!!!




so, that's yesterday. Today there'll be two houses for us to serbu.

JOOOMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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one special note:

despite our bickerings, and troubles. Despite our different sets of thinking, we are brothers and sisters. I've never felt a stronger bond in any other institution besides that we have in cucms. So no matter what people say, we should support each other. Trust me, I'm supporting you all with my whole heart!!

'm Back and Tired

Today, I went to Kg. Kapar for the MERCY project:Rohigya refugee medical relief. It was fun, but tiring (ayat skema sgt) I was in charge of the registration counter. It was totally an eye opener. I've been warned that I'd be attacked by the refugees before-hand, so I have sort-of-anticipated how the crowds would react. But, getting pushed against the wall, miscalculations of age and hap-hazard crowds throwing their cards at my face caught me off-guard!! Shitt-To!! all this while, during the sunathons and the free medical check-ups, I've been hearing how sometimes it's hard to operate in a registration station. Now I get it. It was Giillee! I think I twisted my tongue a couple of times during the hole hours I was there. Writing for almost 100 patients' name and UNHCR cards number wasn't a walk in the park either. It definitely tire me out. I had to call for back-up after 25 patients and another volunteer help us through after the 119th patient came (we had 154 patients registered and 3 undocumented treatment). it's a GOOD thing I sorted the old patients card thorough-fully before reaching the village. Phew...

I did make some new accountainces too. One of them wants me to participate in her public outreach projects for prostitutes, mak ayam and homosexuals (gile kenchang project die, takot aku..) through, my exams come first now. So I don't think I would be in the group. (takot jeh sebenarnye)

the journey to and fro was eventful too.

We were lepaking in the ESSO mobile mart (or so ever you call it) while waiting for the others to arrive (one of the docs were sesat). Meme, Nadiah, OA and me were looking at the stuff by the window. suddenly, an old man walk up to us and tried to hand us RM 50 -- nak isi minyak !! it was so funny!! we laugh like hell! there wasn't even a slit at the window panel to take the money. serius die ingat kitorng pekerje kat counter minyak tuh! ahahaahahahaha!!

Meme sat on something in Nadiah's car (we decide to call it kenching lembu) and had to tuck in his shirt, and he wrote "Ahmad" on his card. alah, chomel, ala-ala budak baik!! hahaha (matilah Dae kejar aku ngn parang lepas nie)

Nadiah's car rosak as in cannot ignite the engine after we finished the mission (cuak gile die) after we had some help from the apeks (jump-start jeh) of an automotor shop, we went straight back to cyber. Katelah silap ambek jalan! but then again we did accidentally took the ELITE highway which was way cool as we only have to pay RM5.50 for the toll instead of RM6++ for the original route. the only disadvantage was the whole damn road was soooooooooooo boring with nothing to look at except grass... huhu

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something to bitch about

"
... I know it's just a co-curriculum with grades for you, but here at Mercy, we have responsibilities for our beneficiaries. (sickening intonation) Pls try to be more serious next time (pause) OK, moving on... "

Ok, first of all, let me say I have nothing against MERCY Malaysia. This is just something between me and one of the officials. here goes...

just where do you get those ridiculously gibberish ideas? Do you know how hard it has been for us? Hello, just because you have experience from all over the countries (entah berape negare la ko da pegi, bukannye aku kesah pon) you think that grant you the right to judge other people? I know it was a mistake from our side. We are very sorry for that, but it was A MISTAKE! ONE single mistake (which is a communication breakdown, something that occasionally occur in our everyday life) but why do you have to blame our university and our system? And WHAT THE HELL is that about us doing this for the sake of grades? If we were yes, we are different (crazy) from other medic students, yes we have a lot of activities compared to other medic students, BUT at the end of the day, we're still MEDIC STUDENTS!! We're not like other students! we LOADS to learn (mind you our Proffesional Exams are just around the corner) and revise. the PACKED public health (one more thing I can bitch about... later...) doesn't help either. We have exams almost every week! We have other commitments too! we even sacrifice a MAJORITY of our social life. EVEN in this kind of situations, we still make time to pack the meds (which, by the way, are sent quite last minute too) and the hygine kit. We did it out of concern, out of generosity, out of the simple knowledge that all the things we do would benefit someone. SO make sure you mind your godammed pie-hole when you want to pin us down. FOr GRADES? for POINTERS? just because Young Mercy is incorporated in our grading system, it doesn't mean we are just doing it half-heartedly.

FYI, the whole project is a co-curriculum . It's not even accounted for our grades! We're tired and it's not something very nice to hear. It took much effort for me not to retort to your prejudiced bitching or I would have take the house down bebeh.

HAMBEK ko! Marah la kalo dah buat kerje ikhlas, penat-penat, nak cakap buat kerje setakat nak dapat markah je'?? JE'? JEEE??!! ish, nak melenting lagik nie...


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can't wait for Tuesday to come. Not for the sports thingie through...

and the BURDEN is lifted...

Thank God it’s OVER!! It’s finally OVER! The turbulence have passed, and I, am at calm once again, huhu

Congratulations YM4 on completing the Fund raising campaign! It was fun really minus the hard work all of us put into it though. I would like to congratulate all the committee members notably Husni the Boss, Husna the kental (sampai masok hospital) Junabon the secretary paling busy, Arab the emo treasurer, Bapak who had a hard time collecting the stuff for the exhibition & Kak Azi, (tanpe akak, matilah saye). Tidak lupe juge kepade rakan-rakan saya yang lain, thank you so much, muaaah!! (overlah plak, macam ucapan menang anugerah, wuahaha)

I was in charge of the Food & Drinks and the Selling Booth along with Kak Zee. through the exam is quite near, I couldn’t sleep at all because of the event. Serious. All was well and my progression with the booth was quite okay if I may say so myself. Unfortunately, towards the end of the week (2 days before the actual event) there was so much people cancelled their booth, I was literally banging my head to the wall. it’s quite hard to find a replacement for all of them, and in the end only a couple of them participated L.. boo hoo…

The event was smooth through, as the basketball league was over by mid afternoon and the futsal matches were done after a couple more hours later. We even had some lelong session with the foodstuff.

Overall, it was a great but tiring event. Would I do it all over again if I had a chance?

NO, because I think we should try other types of fund raising program (tu upon KALAU nak buat lagik, which is HIGHLY unlikely!!)

EDIT: gile lah, baru je cakap tak nak buat dah ade pulak orang offer buat futsal lagik! Shoooot…

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Joined a medical check-up group on the next day. Had to wake up as early as 6.15 am because we were supposed to leave by 6.30 am. GILE tak?? But as the old saying goes “kite hanye merancang…” we end up leaving CUCMS around 7.30 am. Zaimi led the convoy with such a rush that I was bouncing here and there at the back of the car (matilah ringan sangat) there were two cars following behind us (Arab’s and Acap’s) through we had to slow down as Acap was going too slow at some point (tak perlu nak bermesre sgt ngn bini kau kott!!) We did reach the place (which was just beside Kem Rebutia, ah.. memori BLS) right on time.

It was really fun getting along with the kids. See, they were organizing an orphans’ “family day” named Tautan Kasih III. There were orphans from 4 houses, that’s between a figure of 170++ people (gile horror coz there was only 12 of us to do the medical check-up) we were briefed by both the doctor(for medical check-up) and by UNCLE (name glamour die). We assign ourselves according to what the doctor had said (he was very unfriendly, so I couldn’t remember his name, huhu) I thought we were going to do the usual medical check up (with the barometer and all) katelah sekali we were doing the medical checkup for kids! So there’s checking for scabies, fleas, heart and lung rhythm. Duh uh la jugak kan!! Ahaha…

One of the most fun part was the scabies checking station. Kak Pah, Mira F and me were in the same team. Kak Pah tunjuk belang during the medical checkup. She reprimand a boy for smoking (kantoi gile ngn kak pah) and lecture some of the others for keeping long nails. Takot tgk kak pah mase tuh, huhu :P lariiiiiiik

Then there was this kid that Zaimi examine during the last hour of the check-up. He was around 10 years old with a short breath. His breathing rate was 59/min (gile laju) and the heart rhythm was totally off. It was going, dubdubdubdudbdubdudbdudbdudbdub until Zaimi couln’t get a reading at all. Good thing his parents was there (anak penjage rumah anak yatim tuh) they were adviced to go to a hospital for further examination s soon as possible. Serius kesian.

We packed up, prayed (Azam jatuh dlm sungai) and went back home.but not before stopping at the Air Buah Keramat to have some more food and we even bought some fruits! Huhu! Zaimi met up with his parents too. After that, we went back home, but the road was so congested that Zaimi, Malik and me slept in the car (all three of us, bangun2 je kerete dah gerak depan gile, ahahaha)

We reached home at 7 pm. I continued doing other stuff until I was very tired and went to bed. Zzzzz…

Chaotic

I don't know what has got into me this time around.`really.

Last weekend, I thought of going back home for shopping (MEGA sale dowh!!) but my parents weren't home. My dad who have a dislocated shoulder one month ago went to Penang for some serious massage. (ade dukun patah ape tah, tak ingat la plak) so my shopping trip was canceleeed for obvious reason. realising I have no plans for the weekend (since my shopping plan was crushed) I went out with Juna and her friend from Australia (blaja je, bukan minah salleh pon :P) Guess what? we went to OU! haha! (like so ironic gile)

We ate at TGV, eh TGI Fridays. (gile makan kencang) both of the girls pick out a 3-course meal set while I, wanting to play safe, only ordered the grilled salmon. (katelah diorang makan appetiser dah ala-ala kenyang! hehe) so I had to play Zaimi/Keker's role (walaupon tak berjaya) in eating up the rest of the foodstuff with them. we never did finish any of the dishes. the Europeans must be so proud of us!:P

after resting abit(tunggu perot turun sket) we went out for a window shopping-spree. there were so many things that the girls looked and ah and oouh but none of them bought anything. "mesti target dulu, then bawak mak dtg" (tau dah taktik) oooh, and there was this incident involving Juna. Basicly, Juna + tube dress+ mannequin = a hilarious disaster!! ahahaahahaa!

at the end of the day, me, wanting to make some tiramisu, bought all of the ingredients and we set back home to Cyberjaya. The journey back was quiet, so I took out my wallet and played around with it. to cut the long journey story short, when I reached my room, I realised that my left my wallet in the car that is now heading back to Seremban (kot..) I was like

SHOOOOoooOOoOoTT!!!


there goes my money and my licence (macamlah drive sgt pon) and my bank card and my... money?! ahhh!! (dalam hati menyumpah diri sendiri gi gatal sgt memain dalam kete orang. Waa, matilah rase macam "bogel" takde beg duit kat bontot! erk, gile la takde duit utk 2/3 hari!!!.... Aaaaaaahh well, saje je exaggerate lebey. Pau budak2 rumah nie sudah *sneaky grin*)

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the next day, I made the tiramisu, despite not having any cream at all. I also went against my will in adding abit of the chocolate bar into the cheese mixture. the result? the tiramisu had a teeny weeny bit of too much chocolate than I had planned. It wasn't really what I would consider a tiramisu, so I'm not satisfied! Grr.... meknotnye, minggu depan buat lagik!! haha!

so here's the recipe:

basic tiramisu:

1 block cream cheese, chopped (so the creaming would be easier)
2 eggs, separated the whites and the yolks
1 bowl caster sugar (through I only used 3/4 of it)
300ml whipping/ heavy cream (through I didn't use any)
125ml espresso
10 coffee biscuits (the hard ones)
vanilla essence

so cream the cheese, yolks, and half of the sugar until it is thick. (mampos la nak patah tgn aku pukul cheese ituh!!)

beat the egg whites with the other half of sugar until it form soft peaks. Then beat the whipping cream until light and fluffy*. Fold into the cheese mixture. If you are afraid of the salmonella poisoning, just cook it slowly on a double boiler until it is thicken. (read: medic students are paranoids!!)

wash the biscuits in the espresso and arrange in the container. pour the cheese mixture. add another layer of washed biscuits and pour the remaining mixture.

chilled for at least one hour and sprinkle cocoa powder before serving.

*through mine varied with the addition of melted chocolate and NO whipped cream :(
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watched the band competition with Zaimi, Milla, Juna and Fat (walaupon pegi tgk band, Timah bawak barang cam nak pi picnic! ahaha!). The VI band was not so amazing anymore, much to Zaimi's dismay. they were just prancing around, leaving the bag pipes on the ground most of the tie (through they were the only band with bagpipes). they even took out a rose to dance with the tune of that CINTHA song from Indonesia. personally I think the girl's school were better (the one in purple, semangat cucms!! ahaha).

"bang, nak no phone boleh?" <----- tak boley blah!!

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a couple of things I realized this week:

1. There is a new parking lot in OU that I've never been to (it's actually the hotel's parking lot)
2. I have a bit of short term memory lost, although it's kinda mild
3. I could exercise through cooking (creaming is very tiring)
4. I'm not that freak out of the Professional exams anymore. (is that a good thing??)
5. my weight had reduced to a light 50 kg again (time to stimulate that eating binge again)
   
6. My projects are far from schedule... through thats normal for me.
7. I'm becoming more clumsier since I haven't been outside much.
   

I Missed My Old Self

currently playing: Sweet Escape by Gwen

wuuhhh....

on Friday,

it was a depressing morning as I didn't get what I want. Not to say I don't deserve it, but hey.. padan muke sape suruh x studi dgn kencangnye kan? ...anyway, was on a war-emo-path that morning because urm~ ...long story-short, my dad got into an accident and I planned on calling him later, like after the exam, but my Hp decided to run out of battery just when the exam finished. the results were posted later along with the PPD (the drama entails... ) add that to a couple other misdemeanor by the people around me, I felt the need to blow off some steam.

And what better way other than attacking the people close to you? right?


That's what I DID.


Later, after the words have been said, I felt bad about it. What's done is done. Hated myself for it. Ashamed , to the very least. Of course, I apologize for what I did to the person. Thank God he understands that I do stupid things sometimes.

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold.

somehow I could relate this part of the lyric to what I've done...

really have to stop this bad habit of mine.

nuff said..

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Played badminton with Khir, Zaimi, Keke and Mira-alia around five O' clock. I ranted about how I am already berkarat and how long since I last hold the racket. Deep down, was hoping the that I'm still as good as I was in the old days, and I'll rock the court, leaving them in awe.


I DANCED the whole game instead. They were laughing throughout the game. I was laughing. We were laughing. (nak pecah perot eden)

It was loads of fun. I didn't mind at all dancing playing among the other people in the court.

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that night, Adli the Chomel, Zaimi da Control Machio, Malique the Diva, and Pian Ratu Raja Gelek went to the Mines for some kare-O-ke. Zaimi partner with Pian while me and Malique form another duo. We had 14 songs! (1 free song because of techincal error) and it was damn tiring. Exhilarating, but tiring. Malik used all the high pitch songs (throw in some Ella and Ratu songs) plus Pian sang an Alley Cats song!! (kuar tade suare ok!!)

bak kate Malique: takpe...lps nie kite kasi ziana zain lak, kasi roboh bilik karaoke!

And I totally agree. :D

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went back home yesterday,

My dad got a posterior-left dislocated shoulder. Other than that, nothing really serious was done plus a few wounds here and there (luke kecik jeh) He likes to make a fuss of it though, until I cleaned the wound (read: satu luke) suddenly all the wounds are no longer there according to him. (matilah aku keje cuci luke ganas sgt!!)

Enjoyed the kuih tart mak fini buat! urm.. sedaapp! Ate the kacang gajus/cashew/jagus with the family and my mum gave me baby figs!! haha.. best2!

Later, I went to korek the almari, and found some lost treasures. *gempaks* found some long-lost clothes too. (abis la penoh almari aku kat cyber nie!)

hehe... wanted to make something for Prof. Ikram (last Friday was his birthday) but it kinda slipped my mind until it was already too late. owh well..

Shame on me if you fool me twice

currently listening to: background music of grey's anatomy 325 ending (kinda melancholic)

It has been a while since I last updated my blog. Generally, it's because of lack of pictures to put in the blog, so... (saje je alasan)

anyway, went to see a surgery this evening... Izani called Husni and me while we were searching for food. Quickly, I dump the idea of my stomach growling and the three of us went to An-Nur instead. While in the car, we suffered a little bit of anxiety attack, so we started to search for the books that might help us when Dr. Razalee asks us something in the OT!! (shit-0) all we could see through, was a pathophysiology book and a clinical examination book. menolong la sgt kan? matilah aku kene bambu ngn Dr. Razalee!! we decided to just walk in anyway (rempoh je) but not before calling Prof. Nasar and asking for help on the histology of the GIT (just in case, desperate siot huhu)

while we were in the changing room, Husni and Izani played around with the scrubs, somehow, they managed to confuse me into wearing a long sleeved scrubs. I only realized it when we were in the OT, I was like shit!! this is the second time!! NOT AGAIN!!! waaaaaaa!! (tapi buat muke selambe, whatever la kan) anyway, the abdomen was already open (laparotomy) when we were in, and the small intestine were already out... (mcm dalam medic tv tuh)
so Dr. Razalee asked us; what's the cause of intestinal obstruction? we timidly said it can be caused by mechanical and physiological obstruction..

"so what's the cause for mechanical?"

"urm.. urr.. urr..." *stutter*

"takkan tak tau kot? ni mesti tido dalam scl." (kene sebijik)

"urm~ tumour??"

"HA, lagik?"

"urm.. constriction, fibrosis of the wall, fusion, unperforation???"

"saye x nak pathophysiology, nak causes? macam kalau congenital causes ape??"

erk! shitto!! ape ek??? all that i could think off was that congenital defect... omphalocele, gastroschiasis,and the fistula thingy which was highly unlikely...urgh...

the answer was a congenital band around the small intestine.

how could i ever forgot about it? (didn't even read it for the finals *sarcastic tone*)

so anyway,

we watched the surgery, while being bombarded by question (which we could answer, sort off) it was quite long... dah la tak makan dpd pagi (coz xde duit) then kene stand for like 2 hours in the OT, naseb baek tak pengsan!!

Prof. Ikram was telling us how he had used the GA for the guy and now is putting him on the second bag of normal saline. the guy is going to be really dehydrated (baru blaja pagi tuh) especially coz his intestine is out in the open for the air to suck it dry (moisture wise, 10 mL/Kg/min) . per minute babey... damn fast, so that's why they put the wet cloth on it.. huhu...

Dr. Razalee was calm, through the operation was difficult as there were many a time when he tried to pull the intestine out, it was stuck all over. somehow the position of the intestine were messed up, good thing nothing got tangled and form a knot (else it would really be a messy job, huhu) while Dr. razalee was meraba-ing inside the abdomen, he found an appendix in the center of the abdominal cavity!!! shoot!! it's supposed to be at your lower right quadrant (terrer tak aku tau anatomy?? wuuu!! bangge siot!) the appendix was cut out even through it didn't pose any threat... yet! Dr. Razalee said that this is an exploratory surgery, where you check everything, if you find something abnormal, just cut it off. if not, just close it back (mcm penah dgr je ayat nie)

everytime the O2/Bp/PP machine (mental note: have to know what it is called) beeps, the three of us would jump up.. ahaha kiteorng yg melebeh.. Prof ikram selambe je. Layan2!!

finally when we have answered (not really) all the question, and the patient was fine, it's time to close up the whole thing. But, even through the band was cut, the small intestine was still dilated (it's like a balloon) so they had to squeeze the contents upwards:

small intestine----> gastric

boy, was that scary... the thing look so fragile and yet it's being squeeze out (takot gile kalo tepecah)!! when it reaches the gastric, Prof. Ikram who had prepared the suction machine, suck it out. But midway along the procedure, the tube got stuck, and we only realised that AFTER the feces/chyme came out through the patient's mouth + nostrils! shit, SHIT gile! Husni got some of it on his toe coz he's the nearest to the fella. Prof Ikram quickly suck the feces out. cleared the mouth and nostrils and all... (dalam ati, only God knows la kan kalo taik ade kat dlm mulut...) after clearing the whole thing, Dr. Razalee put the intestine (now a bit flattened) into the abdomen before closing the wound... (cube teka die suture gune teknik ape??)

we were offered to watch another surgery (ceaserean section) but we were too tired, plus there is no extra scrubs left and Prof. Ikram is going to go back home... (tanak dok ngn doktor2 yg tak dikenali!!)

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there were some things running through my mind this past few weeks. serious things. So, what do you do when you face this situation;

even through you know, but you can't tell,
even if you want to help, you cannot??
and all you can really do, if any, is just


wait...


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this post seriously is full of purple!! semangat kolej!!